Thursday, September 29, 2005
I'm fucking pissed.
Fucked up, very. Exhausted, extreme. Worn out, duh. I'm tired of everything.
Studied SS. Did a little of Maths paper in class. Art is an all-time killer. :\ I've never been this angry before. Yeah, perhaps I did but not as much as this. All the !#$%^& came out. I'm so tired!
Baby's busy doing her art & it's killing her. Haha, art always kills. When it didn't? :\ School dismisses at 11.30pm tmr! CHEERS! =DD Maybe pool, maybe movie, maybe study. (:
The speaker today, Dr. William Tan, he's sucha good speaker. But oh wells, not many can be like him. :) Mass was holy & prayerFUL =DD Prayed for my loved ones, Ns & Os takers. Miracles do happen.
Compass again after school. Ate Mos again :) Sass & Nette left at 3.30pm for their test. Qiaos & I walked around. Decided what I wanna get =DD I shall do on my movie first. Heh, damn excited.
REPLIES!
BABY! } Hey baby (= I love you many. Don't stress yourself up alright! Take care yep! Muah =DD
nnats } Replied in your blog! =DD
MICHELLE } Yep, we have to alrights! The Poks, OhMyGodsxz & TouFus! =D & cheer up! Don't brood over what she said. Pighead, she doesn't think before she speaks. Kuku. I love you okay! Study hard aye! Mug out! =D
Natasha QUEK } May I know what was that wheeeeeeeee for, Miss Quek? (=
Dad is screaming just because that fucktard imp is making tonns of noise saying that I waste A LOT OF TIME of the fucking computer. That imp, she uses it even more. Both phone, cell & computer are occupied by her for the entire afternoon. Dad didn't see what she did, of course my fucking fault lah! Can't mom just open up her golden mouth & help me!?
Our love was on the line.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
That curve on my face went the other way round.
I broke down last night. I don't like the way you treat me, sigh. Thanks Qiaos & Mich, for the talk last night. Tiny bit better, love (: Thanks to Mich, especially. She always make me feel hell much better. She's a wise little one with wise words. Good, I'm glad.
School was I-don't-know. Both good & bad. Qiaos skipped school today. Get well soon, love! Morning was spoilt by MISS PAMELA YANG. Thankyou ah. NO MORE LONG NAILS, NO MORE RED HAIR BAND! So pretty yet, so evil. GEE! All we had today was, Bio, Maths & Socials. Bio was boring & entertaining. :) Did nothing but text-messaging & chatting. Haha, Mrs Lim is so funny. Baby got caught by principal for her TOO-LONG-BELT-TOO-LOOSE uniform. She called to complain about her tight & ugly uniform. Hahah, hilarious. :) Twinnie was there too! Lol, & I was hiding at the foot rest area under the table. Mich is fugly mean! I finished the phone call & she was like, "No need, you stay there. No need come out." & that place is SO dusty & EEYER! I'm allergic to dust, thankyou. :\ Got up, continued with our little talks. :) Socials is getting boring-er & boring-er by lessons. & I hate it. Especially when I'm frikkin' weak at Socials. Gah!
Lunch-ed at Compass again. I love hanging with Sass & Nette. Not the coolest but I love(: Bought new headband & rubberband. Both in white, I like! I prefer red though but !#$% They don't allow. ):
SJC teachers are biased & I dislike them. They're biased against US! Ugh, we're not gonna have our papers in the hall like the express girls. 'Cos we're different. Big difference hurrr? Wtf. Countless other girls are using green, red, orange, whatever other fucking volour bands & no one warns them, but I got warned! ARGH! Fuckshit.
I told Hubby, I'm giving up on myself. & I don't know why. Love, Friends, Education & Family. I've stopped trying, I've stopped learning, I've stopped everything. I can't find the strength I need, the will to study. I'm tired. Exhausted, very indeed. Shakes head. Sigh.
I saw eye candy today (: I so love her smile!
Baby, what I told you is true about what I feel about myself. :) You're blinded by the sunshine that's how you didn't get to see that fugly fool in front of you. Trust me, someday you'll probably look back & realised how badly you regret having me in your life. & I know you're gonna be angry with me after reading this. -runs away.
REPLIES
RACHAEL } Back in your blog I think (: Thanks babe, really. Thanks for everything lah (: You've been great! :D Study hard for your papers okay!
michelle } hellooooooooooooooooooo (:
ROLROL } I miss you, love! Song-sending again aights! I'll tell you all about it another time okay! (= I wanna drae Turn Back The Clock too. :) GREAT, I've decided! Hahah, I miss Amanda you & Lyd! Hang out after Eoys!
I'm drunk on what I'm singing through these open eyes.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Jealousy is good.
I WANT SOMEONE LIKE DOUBLE UUUUUU LEH. She's darn fucking sweet lah. Who would do all that for you? Maybe her. :\ Shrugs.
I'm angry, I'm pissed. I'm at my lowest, my worstest. :-
No I'm okay, I'm fine, I'm all gooooooooooooooooooood. =DD
This entry is gonna be a damn random one. Blogger didn't publish my entry yesterday! It was so long! Ugh, fuck blogger upside down, inside out.
Okay get serious. I don't know what is becoming of my. I haven't been feeling good. ))= Nvm, no one understands anyway (: School was just another day. Everything's cool, yep.
'Cos acting strong is what I can do now.
Listen to my crying heart, calling out to you.
& it knows you won't answer the call.
Jealousy, that dragon which slays love under the pretence of keeping it alive.
Fate changes everything; Everything changes fate.
No, I just wish to cry. I just want you to know my heart is tearing again. & this time, ain't no other bastards, it's you. :\ Well, crush developed into.. <3 Well oh well.
DASH } you can tell me on msn if you like (= thanks for your concern yeah.
YILE, CHERYLF. } Thanks for commenting! (=
If I'm lying in that red coffin now,
are you gonna miss me & the times we had?
Sunday, September 25, 2005
I feel like giving up.
I don't know if I'm doing the right thing, thinking the right way. Maybe she doesn't feel that way & maybe she don't even feel like doing it but because I'm doing it so she did it. If that is so, we're both lying. I'm lying to myself & she's lying to my heart. Maybe it's just me, being paranoid. She knows everything about me. She knows I can never live without her, even as a friend. Oh my, glynis ))= She's always there when I needed her. I don't know, I don't know. Mixed feeling, oh tian ah.
My heart is fragile, I'm not your ragdoll.
Art topics,
- Traffic
- Unwrap
- The Maid
- A Catastrophe
- Top Of The World
- Turn Back The Clock
Fuck, I'm feeling like a fool. Well, I am always. Fuckshit. Thanks to those who commented, I'll reply another time.
Get me out of this misery, baby.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Just open your eyes & see, life is beautiful ((=
with you, baby you around.
Right, I'm staying home to study today. Baby's off at compass studying, so is tallie(cheryl.f). Sass, Nette & Qiaos are off at Airport studying. I don't know where's Bestaye ))= Mom & Dad are marketing, I guess. I'm gonna study later. I promised baby I would be a good girly & study today though the environment here ain't as good. :
Baby's blog's photos are quite screwed. Silly cow ((= She suck at things like this. I'm gonna change it for her later.
See ))= It's like another one more fucking week.
3 Oct - Social & Maths, starts at 8am, ends at 12.30pm.
4 Oct - Bio & E.lit, starts at 8am & ends at 12.30pm.
5 & 6 Oct - NO PAPERS! (yay but i still have to study)
7 Oct - Chinese, 8am till 1.30pm. (oh fuck man)
10 Oct - Chem, 8 till 9.15am! (yay)
11 Oct - Art, 11am till 12.30pm.
Rachael/ Rach/ Reddy Khoo claims that I love her for Frankie J's songs.
?GLYNIS! I'd say things to stop you from leaving. says:
hey!
rach - reddy reddy reddy (: goodnight life. says:
WHY YOU HEART BABY
rach - reddy reddy reddy (: goodnight life. says:
NOT ME
rach - reddy reddy reddy (: goodnight life. says:
HAHAH
?GLYNIS! I'd say things to stop you from leaving. says:
haha, i heart you too lah rach!
rach - reddy reddy reddy (: goodnight life. says:
bluff bluff bluff!
rach - reddy reddy reddy (: goodnight life. says:
hahah
?GLYNIS! I'd say things to stop you from leaving. says:
send me frakie j's songs, please!
?GLYNIS! I'd say things to stop you from leaving. says:
i dont bluff okay.
?GLYNIS! I'd say things to stop you from leaving. says:
im a honest girly.
?GLYNIS! I'd say things to stop you from leaving. says:
heh
rach - reddy reddy reddy (: goodnight life. says:
WAH
rach - reddy reddy reddy (: goodnight life. says:
SEE
rach - reddy reddy reddy (: goodnight life. says:
YOU LOVE ME BECAUSE OF HIS SONS
rach - reddy reddy reddy (: goodnight life. says:
SONGS
rach - reddy reddy reddy (: goodnight life. says:
LOL
rach - reddy reddy reddy (: goodnight life. says:
SONS
She can't even get the spelling of "songs" right, nods. :\ Nevertheless, I still love her many. :) I know Rachael's been longing for my love. x)
REPLIES!
THERESA } Yes, we never seem to. It's all fated. :) We will okay, one fine day! Heh, Those dimwits are squeezing the fuck outta' me. Uh huh, we need to meet up soon 'cos I'm really missing you. Nods.
CHERYL F. } TALLIE :) Heh, we will okay, soon soon! Maybe one day after exams. Nods. Let me know when alright! :)
BABY! } I'm so glad you got back your phone :) Hahah, whee! Silly cow. ((= Study hard, aiights. Meanwhile, I'll be missing you. =DD
Baby, I can't imagine life without you.
Friday, September 23, 2005
Don't say it 'cos you feel like, say it with the heart behind it.
Alright, yesterday was fine, good. :) Met CherylFOO! Hehh, she's my tallie. She's frikkering tall lah. Hahah, thats all for the day actually. Oh nonono! JANET IS SO FUNNY! After maths, she left the class and said, "I go downstairs find Sarah(fong)." She thinks it's recess but it's not. The whole class laughed at her when she came in. Totally shy lah she.
Today, met Josh at compass just now. Hm, long since I last saw her. Made her wait for hours. :\ Sorry!! Hahah, was having chem revision with Miss Tan. I studied chem, like finally. :) Heh!
& I love Cheryl Lim many. ((= She's my heart's delight. Whee! She never fails to make me smile. Her words would make me feel a lot better. Heh. Hugs.
&amp; Cheryl dear, never-never land, WHEN?!
WHERE ARE YOU BABY? ))=
I love you & I need you here.
REPLIES
SHYAN } ii lurb euux tuhx. (: I just found out it's tuhx. haha, not toox.
- : Someone? Who? I bet you have a name right?
CHERYL F. } YES I MISS YOU TOO :) HEH. LOVE YOU MANY TALLIE!
BABY! } Heh, I love you many too baby! I won't leave you alrights! I didn't strave myself today. Told you I'm a good girly(: I miss you a lot. ))= I wish you were here with me.
I'm screwing everything up without you here, baby ))=
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
I'm all fine, all okay (=
http://www.dotphoto.com/Go.asp?l=-missglynis&P=F069&AID=2832856&Pres=Y
Photos uploaded! (= Like finally.
YAY! Imma' happy kid. I've got my PL BABY with me. Heh, thanks for everything love!
Yep, school was okay today. Got my present from the clique (= Thanks for the cookies & the lovely card, babes. & the countless effort of course. Loves yall <3 The box of cookies is lying in the kitchen now. Waiting for someone to finish them. (:
It's not a long day today. It's quite a short one. (: Cabbed home with bestaye immediately after school. Bathed, used the comp for awhile, went for piano. Yukes, boring shiat.
I'll reply the tags & go help baby blog (= HEH!
REPLIES
eileen } Hey, thanks (= Hahah, love!
CHERYL } We'll fly to never-never land soon aights! Whee & we're gonna catch butterflies! :D
NATTY } I LOVE NATTY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
BESTAYE } LOVE YOU BESTAYE!
JACLYN } Isn't cool to be a black fishball? No one seen it before, I did! xD
I LOVE YOU BABY!
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
The troubled soul.
I'm back here again :) Alrighty, shall talk about yesterday. WHEE!
School was waaaaaaaaaaaaay great, except for the bad part of it. :\ You know, we're better off without losers like you. Yep, I'm glad we're together now, heh. Plenty of homework though. Didn't go anywhere after school, just had lunch & crapped around at compass heights.
Cried like fuck at night. Thanks many to the fucking shock news. I was lucky, I wasn't the last to know, hur.
-
Today,
Happy 1st
School was fine, except for mornings. It's killing me. Effing stinky. Ewww. Homework never ends. The teachers never stop giving homework. ): RAH. But in a way, it's good. I'm learning. I love maths, though I can just scream while doing it, esp when it comes to a question that I don't know how to do. Sigh, I need help though.
You don't have to help us if you don't like. Anyway, Bestaye(chanel) asked Yannee to help, not you. Don't have to give your
Anyways! After school, met girlfriend. Went to collect the cookie with Sass, Nette, Bestaye & Qiaos! :D Hahha, nice nice. So prettaye. xD Girlfriend & I went BK to mug(yeah right). Did a little of maths, again. Talked a lot about the past. (: I enjoy x) More to come okay, girlfriend?
Left around 4plus, girlfriend sent me home. :) I love her hella lots. Don't you ever take her away. x) Listen to the song, Gui Ji by Jay C. & Ji De By Zhang Hui Mei. So cheena but it's nice. The meaningful lyrics, I cried over.
Stop pretending like you care. Stop it. I already knew everything, stop.
No I won't breakdown. I won't cry. I won't shed a fucking tear for you. I won't.
TUITION, bye for now.
REPLIES
JOSH } Yep, I'll link you up soon. Hahha, I'm alreayd smart, wanna compete me? Hah!
JACLYN } JACJAC accept the fact, you're a black big eyed fishball okay. Hahah, love you many!
JOANNA } Yep! I will, you too aye? Haven't seen you in awhile, beloved! <3
SHYAN } You always do that yknow. Hahha, I'll do up your skin soon, I promise k. Sorry!
steff } nothing much.
Thanks for all those time, stop pretending like you care.
Thanks a gazillion,
fucktard you.
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Mid-Autumn Festival.
Mugged out yesterday, with Shyan, Sass, Qiaos & her two other friends. Did a little of maths xD Met Qiaos & Sass at compass first, then took a train down to serangoon to meet shyan(
Ate Delifrance. We were the loudest there. Hah, it's always us. We make a difference, in a bad way, that is. Bought cookies & went up to the library to mug. Stupid fat arse took up our space. Damn it. But anyway it's over so leave it. Four bloody people squeeze into a small chair. Bloody hell, that guy already flung his 'Mr Gentleman' test lah! Loserish. :\ Studied for awhile, went to look for videos, The Winslow Boy. They didn't have it there.
We couldn't stand the small tiny chair we had to squeeze there. Hueysi(Qiaos's friend) came & we moved to Long John's to study. Frikkin' hot weather kills. Wenndi(Qiaos's friend) came. We couldn't concentrate for long 'til it cools down a little. Ate, drank, ate. Photos after photos. Hahah, magazines after magazines. We didn't study after that. Can't concentrate any further.
Left around 4 plus, took train down to compass with Sass. Wenndi went back I think, Huaysi & Qiaos went town. Wenndi didn't said goodbye. Sass & I decide not to give her a tick on her 'Mr Gentleman' test. Flung, shake head. Went to buy stuff at compass, walked around. Dale was in compass but I went home when she arrived. Roflol, not fated, my love. The phrase "going home" is freaking me out, totally. Parents are killers. Someone please take me away? )):
Went home, bathed, did work. Every words you said, has thorns on them. Went for dinner, down to Punggol Park to celebrate MAF. Met Yao Jun, Tricia, Xiu Wen, Cecilia, Yolanda, Persis & yj's sister. They're bloody funny, keep asking my sister to run away from me. Dumbell, like she dare to. Met up with Nettes & Sass awhile later. Frikkin' retarded of us lah. Nette & I took turns to piggy-back Sass. She look small but.. you can try carrying her. Yeah, really. I wonder what her mom cooks for dinner that made her grow on the inside & not outside. But well.. Zell is heavier than she is. Now I wonder what my aunt did to those dinners she prepared for us. She must have added something that made my sis & I grow on the inder & made outside look ugly. (practically the whole family 'cos those tummies are getting bigger & bigger!) Left at around 10plus. Bathed again, watched Full House :)
I'll upload the photos, soon. I'll try doing it now. Resize first, then upload. Ugh, it takes a bloody long time to do it.
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REPLIES!
RON } Hohoho, hope they're useful aye? Btw, tell me your choices ok? I keep seeing that girl around in school this few days. Hurrr,
JACLYN } AYE! Cannot! Sound so disgusting. Ewwwwww! Jacjac, be nicer Something else lah! Black goldfish. Black big-eyed goldfish. How unique, hor? I wanna make it longer. Hahaha!
JOSH } Yeah, I miss you too! You better study hard & not slack. You're not having exams on slacking lah! Stupid arse :]
You got the moves now, come & get me, yeah.
Friday, September 16, 2005
Tonight I'm done with death.
HOHOHO! FWALALA! MUAHAHAHA! YAY! WHEEE! WHOOOO!
I'm super bored. Home early today :) Mugging sessions with Shyan & Michelle tmr :D Alrighty, bestaye's mom sent me back today. Hahah, stupid Mariel. Effing irritating but fun to bully. Hohoho! Came home, ate lunch, studied a little! Did maths! xD I've got quite a number of ??? questions. They know me but I don't know them, hurrrr. Shall do them all tmr. I guess I'm gonna study, maths, bio & ss tmr.
Friendster's getting cooler & cooler, aye! Hahah, shall change my profile soon. Oh & I forgot to mention. My lovely, love-glynis-UOYEVOLI-twinnie-a-lot but meano UOYEVOLI twinnie is so uber cute. Hahah, I love her hella lots. You won't know what kinda black heart lies behind that sweety pie look of hers. Hahha, Twinnie! :D
REPLIES!
ANNE } Good girly, good! :D I'm so glad you're fine now. I hope everything's back to normal yeah? Take care yeah! <3 Out soon!
CHERYL } Yeap! I'll remember that, love! :D Study hard for your papers okay! I'll see you around.. soon? Hurrr, your kitty sweets x) Hehh, <3s you!
- : "I missed the times we bonded. sigh*" Who are you?
UGH THAT STUPID BITCH AT HOME CAN'T STOP CHATTERING. SHE NAGS NON STOP.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
That's where she lies broken inside.
If you want to truly understand your power, give up control from time to time. It's hard to let go of an old relationship, whether it's a friend you've
known since kindergarten or someone you see on a daily basis. However, if the
situation is getting more and more uncomfortable, and you two are getting less
and less enjoyment from each other's company, it's time to evaluate what's going
on with a clear and cool head. It's nobody's fault -- in fact, it's quite
normal. You're just growing in different directions.
That's what friendster says about my horoscope. It's quite true yknow. -looks at girlfriend. Hmm, I don't know. Oh well. I can't seem to get over that.. Ugh, nvm. Optimistic, I'll be! :D Okay, girlfriend? xD
School is horrible today. The homework keep coming in, never ends. Rushed SS throughout the whole day. Dearest just called & something bad happened. :\ Don't wanna mention. Sigh. My nose is so irritating. I'm sneezing like nobody's busniess! ):
HOMEWORK TIME! So dreadful.
REPLIES
CHERYL L. } I'm sick, I'm worried, I'm upset, I'm fucking pissed. :\ Things are not right at the moment & I feel like screaming at the top of my voice. Ugh, I need I need! ):
CHERYL F. } Hey kid, I missed you too! Please take care of yourself!
Babyboy x)
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Your words no longer mean anything to me, or rather, us.
Where are you? Where have you been? How's things over your side? I never know, neither did she. Everything just change, you changed, things changed. Boy oh boy, she gave you pressure hur? HAHA how did she went there's no conversation & texting between you two? She did magic, aye? :\ Sigh, you changed. I can't face up to that fact that you changed. You changed into someone I don't know, someone I don't even wanna talk to. Tell me, what happened recently? What happened to you? Why things changed so quickly? Why did you become someone else? My heart has been tearing & crying so bad, will you still be there? Be the one to heal it again, be the one to kiss my troubles away, be the one to listen to me rant even when I don't feel secure telling anyone? No, hah, nothing like this is ever gonna happen again. No, nothing. Those excuses were right. Her "I guess"s all were right. Where is the old you we both used to know? Where are all the promises we had? :\
hen xiang ni x(
do we have to say goodbye?
Girlyfriend (:
No matter what happens, I'm always here. I will love you forever. I will never leave you. I will not desert you. Alrighty! :D -hugs tight! Dating soon wokay! Hen xiang ni, ting jian le ma? Whoooo~ Hehh, nice song x) Heart you many many girly! muahs =D
I will reply the commento the next time okay! :D Sorry peeps. Keep commenting okay! <333
I've built a love but that love falls apart
Skipped school today. Swollen eye, rashes everywhere. & the itch is unbearable. Feeling as though I didn't bathe(I did!!) & like someone.. Shan't mention :)
Yesterday, got punished by Miss Teh 'cos I didn't do my sketches. Drew another 20 more after school. The itch and swelling started. Had lunch, the swell did not subside. :\ Continued to draw. Wait for Qiaos & Hilda after that. Went off to compass. Consulted a doctor there 'cos polyclinic closed already. Was with Sassy, Qiaos & SJ. Thanks yall(: Love you manymany <3 Took the med & applied the cream immediately. Super itchy. Hahah.
Went to Banquet after that. Ate Rotiboy! :D Alright, sick & I'm still damn hyper. Went home, did a little of my work. Online, dinner, ate med, off to lala land xD
/
Where are you now when I needed you the most? I've been missing you so bad. You weren't the one I knew anymore. The umpteen times of
Where have you been? )': I miss you, sweetheart.
You never understand me, or rather, I didn't know you well enough.
-
REPLIES
JACLYN } HOHO, I won't hate you lah, fantastic artist JACLYN. Hahah, love you xD
RACHAEL } Hahah, so the next runaway, I'll ring you up alrighty! :D Thanks sweets, heart you many!
CHERYL } hahah, cheryl dear, your kitty sweets are waiting for you. x) Thanks, I'll ring you up for a secret meeting! Hurhur(:
YILE } So now kelly is yours, you think you very big lah? Sorry hor, kelly is my sister hor. She won't want a losuer like you =P
CHERYL F. } Hurrr, I miss you frikkin' much too! It's fucking fourteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen today! :D Heh, <3 you much!
'Cos I know you're not someone like these. :\
Monday, September 12, 2005
To know that you feel the same way as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream.
I ehat gstayin ta ehom. I tcan dstan ti, I dha henoug fo geverythin. Kfuc ti lal hla.
HOW 'BOUT KILLING ME NOW? The pain is unbearable. ):
Take me away please?
):
I HATE MOM I HATE DAD.
I HATE EVERYONE, EVERYTHING.
):
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I NEED TO LEAVE THIS FUCKING HOME.
ANY TAKERS?
Saturday, September 10, 2005
As the blood runs red down the needle & thread, someday I'll be loved.
Happy anniversary, buddy(:
I miss you, a lot. Take care wherever, whenever you are. :D <3 LOVE YOU, still (:
Happily, I slept for 13 hours today :D Satisfaction. One more day before school reopens but a pile of homework there is left undone. Hurrr, I'm damn lazy. I'm home the world day. Sassy &Nette are working, Bestaye is busy with her rehearsels, Qiaos is with her Netball people I think. I'm the only one lazing around, doing nothing. Hurrrr.
Shall go edit photos.
Hehh, OUTT!
Wait, reply tags first :D
REPLIES
NNATS } Hahaha, I'm watching it on tv now 'cos the vcd is with my cousin. Hahha, He's so hot, he's so hot!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! xD Jing Shu passed away at the end & that is so sad. You Li should die though she's pretty but effing evil. Hehh, ii lurbb euu nnataliie s0hhhhhhh :D
Lydia(: } Hey girly, thanks :D you too yeah! Out soon! <3 LOVEE!
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know what's going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here
:/
Friday, September 09, 2005
Everyone's a lost romantic, since our love became a kissing show.
Kelly's BBQ was a.. good one. :D Not much people there 'cos "it's a thursday", that's what Kelly said. Weird, very weird. Went to meet Qiaosy at Compass Heights at 6+, saw Yettie they all. Called Kelly to come down & bring us up, haha. We went to her hosue, get stuffs, went to the BBQ pit(?). Christen & Wenndi were there too. Hahah, Qiaosy tried to start the BBQ but hurrrr, Kelly's dad & some guy came to help instead.
Sassy & Nettey came awhile after that. So many of us there, they're the two that wear until like big grand dinner xD Hahha, they went out before that, that's why. Hurrrr. Went up to the playground, talked for awhile. Went down to get food. Sat at one dark cornor to have a heart-to-heart talk with Sassy POO! Hahah, damn hilarious. Nettey & Qiaosy went to take food for us while we talk x)
Valarie is my conflict guuuuuurl :D Haha, some stupid conversation we had that day made her said that. Her sister is bloody cute, but why Val like that ah?! Okay kidding, lol. Sat around the swimming pool after eating. I didn't expect her to do that. We keep singing, hahah! Sass wants to be known as SA LA LAU when she goes for the superstar thing. Hahha! We all wanna join. If cannot make it, we'll go recording. $48 bucks each. By the time, Sassy & Nettey work should be can have the money already x) Hurrr.
Sat around till 10+, Sass left, cut cake, walked Nettey to the taxi stand. After that, I went home on my own. :D Splendid day. :D
Around 1230mn, when I was about to sleep, Tricia called to ask me to call Yao Jun's phone. Called, talked till 3+, I hung up. Woke up at around 7+, online :D
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REPLIES
adele } hey(: you take care too <3 LOVEE!
jaclyn } hurrr, IDIOT! :D see you in school on monday!
varron } hello (: LOVEE!
Someday you'll be loved <3
Thursday, September 08, 2005
I don't know if I'm doing the right thing.
"There's a woman crying out tonight. Her world has changed, she asked God why." - Good Charlotte's We Believe.
My world changed & I feel like crying all the time but no one is there. Everything changed ever since ______ met _____ & I was lost. I don't know if my predictions were right but I assume it was.
I'm getting hell at home, again. Everything's ain't right for me, right at da moment. Mom is killing me with her swings. Dad is killing me with his i-dont-understand-the-situation-but-i-just-lose-my-temper attitude. Grizel is killing me with her wants & needs. Schoolwork is killing me, teachers are so gonna skin me alive at school on monday IF I do not finish my work by monday morning, 7.20am. I wished I could change everything. The world, my life, my family, my friends(not all), MY MISERABLE 15TH BIRTHDAY, right at the moment when ______ & _____'s eyes met. >):
The world is crying for so much more.
I'm feeling damn fucked up. RAWR!
I didn't want things to end up this way.
Fuck the world!
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
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She's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
Ok first, Happy Birthday Kelly(: I don't know if she'll read this. Hah. BBQ at her house later x)
I'm crazy over Korean shows now. :\ Thanks to mom & cousin. Stairways to Heaven is effing touching. Mom & cousin cried few times. I didn't have the time to watch, haha. Kim Tae Hee / Han Yuri(which is Han You Li in chinese), she's damn !#$%^ in the show. But she's pretty, Meryl & I agreed on that. :D
Evil.
She's quite pretty, yknow.
She is pretty, but why evil?! Ok show, glynis, show.
OMG
He's so hot so hot!
=D
NICE
HOT
HOT!
WEI!
PRETTY, but Youli prettier.
Um, the brother, Tai Hua.
PREETTYY.
Um, he don't look good when he was younger. That's Cheng Jun, btw.
He's better! That's Tai Hua.
SHE'S DAMN PRETTY :D
Ahem, no comments ah.
I prefer Tai Hua when he was younger, Jingshu when she was younger. :D I prefer Youli & Changjun when they're older. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Grizel's noisy friend is coming to our house, now. ): Disastrous morning, I'll be having. They want to use the computer, that's what I am VERY afraid of. RAWR!
I don't know if I should go to Kelly's party later. Bestaye's not going 'cos she need to do her hair, Sass & Nette is going but mught be leabing early, Qiaos got her friends there so most probably she won't be with us & stuff, ME HOW? :\
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REPLIES
yile } stupid yile. "BANG SO HARD ALREADY LATER E ORH E ORH HOW!" Nobody will bother about the E ORH E ORH when they know it's YILE in danger, okay. Don't worry yeah, I know you're very concerned about people wasting their precious time on your E ORH E ORH.
BESTAYE } you're leaving me alone tonight, you kuku. don't lie to me again on sunday okay! I'll really call 999. HMPH.
- : ahem, since when & where did I mention that I think I am chii0000000? if you got no evidence, nothing, just get lost & get a life. Nothing better to do? Study for EOY & get a tutor. You need tuition. :D
garel } It's the truth! Don't bother to hide okay :D
cheryl } I'm sleeping early, so are you! Haha, aH liiAn sSiiSy.. wE g0 tAke PeeeeeeeeekcHurEs tuugEtHer 0Kiiex. :\ Wahaha, how was breakfast yesterday? Hahah!
NNATS! } OMG, you're so cute lah. Silly, I didn't expect you to be here. :D n0n0 eUu 0s0 bErii pLettiiii lEhx. wE pleeeetttiiii t0gEthEr 0kiieex. :D I love you lah. muah muah muah =D
SERENE } I did not & do not bully you. :D I'm sucha nice person, why would I bully you?! :D
Too many lies committed too many games.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Now I don't know what to do.
Yawns. Slept at 3 last night. Stupid GRIZEL TAN TXIN EE woke me up at 7am! =O Bloody hell. Talked to Yao Jun, Tricia, Cecilia, Yolanda & Xiu Wen last night x) The laughings never ends. Damn funny! Damn long & busy so I'll summerize everything. At first was Yao Jun, Tricia & me. 5 minutes later, Cecilia. 10 minutes later, Yolanda. I hung up at around 10+. Called back later at 12mn. Yolanda left, followed by Cecilia. Hung up to call bestaye, talked for awhile, called back Yao Jun. Talk talk talk, bestaye called in. Bestaye was uber bored 'cos Tricia stopped talking(a sign of sleepiness!), Yao Jun busy rubbing her blue-blacks & I just kepy quiet since no one is talking. Bestaye keep using her cell to call out, finally found someone else to talk to, she left. Talk to Yao Jun can die! Slow, retarded, blur. & she goes 'huh' after every sentence of mine. While were talking, Tricia fell asleep somewhere. Lol, & Yao Jun called Xiu Wen, wake her up to talk to us. Hahah, & she sounded uber tired & Yao Jun just don't wanna let her go to sleep, meano. I hung up after awhile 'cos mom came in, which is around 3am!
Going to school later, with bestaye. I need to finish my art by today. I can if I stop lazing around the net :
I bought my limegreen nail polish!
Shall apply it now!!
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SINYEE } HELLO SINYEE! :D
It's time to put on another smile.
Monday, September 05, 2005
Reminisce.
I'm at school doing my art video now(: Just had my yummy mac's breakfast! Roflol, thanks to val. She bought it for us all. Listening to Cheryl's blog song now. Lucky she got that music thingy there, if not I'd just die of boredom.
-points to the title.
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Towning on Friday! :D With Sassy POO, Nettey POO, Chansy POO & Qiaosy POO.
Hehhhhh.
UOYEVOLI, where are you!?
It's not love, it's misery.
Sunday, September 04, 2005
You're making things worse, making me hate you both a lot more.
I don't know what I'm thinking but I know I'm lost in the world of my own. I'm lost & I don't know what to do. I'm already losing you, or rather, I've lost you. Things are never gonna be the same again but.. what can I do? There's nothing I can do. Stop leading me on when you know there won't be a ending out of us. Why not just tell me what you want & I really hate it when you just act as though you don't know anything when you're the one ruining everything. You're making me hate you more, making the interest in talking to her lose even more.
Super random entry. I just wanna vent out everything.
RAH, I REALLY HATE YOU A LOT.
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Someone please shoot them now.
-looks at qiaos.
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that would probably help me get her outta my mind a tiny winy little bit.
=DDD
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Never give up on the things that make you happy (:
That quote is nice. Got it from girlfriend's past entries. The way she used to type is.. h-o-r-r-i-b-l-e. :\ Go check it out, yeh? Anyway, I'm not giving up on things that makes me happy. God & friends(: Not forgetting, art & music! :D I'm glad lah, though so much shit is happening around me. Well, shit happens, HAHA.
Holidays are gonna be a nightmare for me, I guess. I need to mug hard, I want to shop, I gotta do templete for Meryl dear & some other people, I need to take care of my troublesome sister, I've got a lot of catching ups to do with beloved, sham, girlfriend, buddy & a lot others, I've got my art work undone(!!), I need to meet up with the clique all the time so that we won't lose each other & a lot others. Omg, glynis ):
Okay, so here I go again. Spent the whole day with the family. Some argument & quarrels got in the way but afterall the day was good(: Went off to Lucky Plaza in the morning. Everyone was in TEE + SHORTS with SLIPPERS. Roflol, nice. Dad got me my Zen Neeon Baby! :D Heh, thanks dad(: They don't have the green one so I got the red one instead x) Happy now :D After that, shopped around CK Tangs & Isetan. Mom bought some stuff for her friend, left for (late)lunch. Lol, went home & dealed with my new red baby! Heh, bought my sister to the swimming complex for her stupid swimming lessons. Dined with the family at Sakae in RM after that x)
Something spoiled the day but I guess I'm fine -looks at bestaye. I gotta do things that would make me happy, YES!
REPLIES!
girley ; } Oh, hahah. Btw, may I know who is this? (:
yile } Yeah, that's why when I was reading I found that phrase so fucking familiar. Hahah, I don't quite get it. I mean I get it but I don't know if I'm right. Lol, I love that book so frikkin' much!!
So much of me is you; I wanna cater to my man(:
Friday, September 02, 2005
'Cause your lover is my best friend.
Kelly lost the in the superstar shiat & it has a great impact on me for some reasons. :\ I like Kelly 'cause of some reasons. Other than that, she's pretty & her singing is good(: Texted dearest last night & she's working as a ice-cream man. (laugh now people, laugh) Jace used to be one too. Ok it ain't funny.
I'm at school now. Miss Sek ain't at school, Miss Teh left us at the computer lab to do our own things. :D Free period? Roflol.
I'm still reading my Tuesdays With Morrie & it's frikkin' nice (x I like all the quotes & stuff. It's all about life :D "Love wins, love always wins" - I like that x)
Persis just tricked the class by saying.. "Miss Teh is coming!" But that was a lie. Stupid bastard.
Exams starts on 27 Sept. It has been changed. Ok it's both good & bad lah. Mugging sessions starts right away. (yes glynis!) Mugging sessions, anyone? Be nice(((((((x I really wanna study lah.
Shopping spree tomorrow! (ok one minute I'm talking about study but the next, I'm going shopping tomorrow, how contradicting of you glynis) With Sassy POO, Nettey POO & Qiaosy POO! <3333333333333333333333333333s!
REPLIES!
QIAOLIN } yknow thats flying picture of her. roflol. <3
Natasha } your birthday doesn't concern me, dear(: Cos I changed the url that's why you can see lah!
JOANNA } love, I'm always here yeah? We need to talk soon. I've got a lot a lot to tell you. & yknow I've got a really bad memory, I'll forget them all! :D Love you la, beloved :D
I'd trade anything for your love.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
If I was the one who was loving you, baby
The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy.
I see the way he treats you,
I feel the tears you cried,
And it makes sad, and it makes mad,
There's nothing I can do baby.Cause your lover is my best friend,
And I guess that's where they story ends.
So I've gotta try, to keep it inside.
You will never be, never be mine but,
If I was the one who was loving you, baby.
The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy.
And if I was by your side,
You'll never know one lonely night
And if it was my arms you were running to,
I'd give you love in these arms of mine.
If I was the one in your life.
If I could have just one wish,
I'd wish that you were mine,
I would hold you near,
Kiss away those tears.
I'd be so good to you baby.
You're the one I want next to me,
But I guess that's just not meant to be.
He's there in your life,
And he's sharing your nights,
It'll never be, never be right.
Nice song, try it. Ask it from me if you want(: The song is like my situation now =\ Oh well, I'm gonna stop thinking about all these.
http://www.dotphoto.com/Go.asp?l=-missglynis&P=F069&AID=2777005&Pres=Y
Yesterday's photos x) & I think you need an acct in order to view =\ Heh, sorry.
Rotting officially starts now.
Thank you.
BESTAYE } Hahah, check out the photos please. I so love you :D
